
omg. got back maths test. it was so afjksgndlkgnlg. failed. wth, first time i failed maths. failed by 1 mark -.- . fuckz. ok don wanna show to my mum .. yeah, i can never be good enough. th word "BEST" would never be paired up with me. hai, so disappointed.. i only JUST passed my overall by 7 marks. 57. and now i owe drinks -.- . MOREOVER, i can't believe she beat me. OMG! i feel so HUMILIATED.
hmmz, so yesterday wanted to play badminton at clementi but then there was no courts available, everywhere. there was supposed to be FOUR of us, but only ended up with TWO. god, what happened to "WE ARE A TEAM"? man, i feel tt we are super unbonded lah. and don't DRAG, i hate ppl who make simple things so hard n slow. be more descisive . if you guys don't wanna play, just say. don nid to waste our time . 3 hours is very very long. next time: book court in advance. then if you guys suddenly don wanna play, too bad loh, still must pay.
yeapps, so me n jiaying wandered around big bookshop as usual. hahah. then went to clementi stadium to run. xD. it was refreshing :D. felt so sluggish this week.. and then we planned wad to give to th teacher's on Teacher's Day. we want to do a cup n decorate it :D. nice rightttt! hahah, hope haf enuf finance :/
kayy now i feel lik going to buy stationary.. -.- . n i feel like spending a lot of $$ to forget all this.
And sometimes i feel that i'm always th loser. i never stand out. i feel tt everyone has something special about them, something that he/she can call their own. i'm always forgotten, always th odd one out. Everyone has a companion . But in a group, i don't belong. :( . Yah, i know, i'll always be abandoned.