SO FUCKED UP NOW! I really hate reading posts and I know it's referring to me.
FUCKED UP. URGHHH! >:( Ya sure, but I won't waste time being angry over this kinda trivial matters. But still very fucked up >:[
Where there are wounds, even if it recovers, there'll still be scars.
Today's P.E super tiring. Shed lots of sweat :( i hate sweating :( Training for 2.4km run. Saw my junior's class. Haha :D April Fooled people with this, "Hey! Your shoe lace is untied/it came off." damn funny <: Hahaha. then people started copying my trick and that's so unoriginal and mdm valli called it lame, and immediately I heard my name =.= Mdm Nisah really go look lor! LOL xD. She wasn't even wearing laced shoes. xD. she was wearing flats -.- haha.
Got very lethargic and sian during and after bio. It was the history after effect. -.-
Kay, super pissed off now. but shouldn't be pissed off, takes some time away from your lifespan. o:
Sometimes, when I get really lonely at night and I don't know what to do, I wrap my arms around my teddy bear as tightly as I can, pretending that I'm really holding on to you. I do this because I miss you so much and it seems as if hugging my bear makes the pain go away. Every once in a while it feels the same as when I'm with you, except your arms don't tighten around me, I don't feel your lips on my neck, or you cheek against mine...Okay it isn't the same, in fact, it kinda makes me feel even lonelier. It isn't you in my arms, but I do it anyway. Because I don't like giving up hope cause it's brought you to me in the first place. And maybe one day, when I've kept my hope long enough, I won't have to pretend you're my teddy bear.